If you stroll through prior posts by their staff, regardess of what you want, regardless of what you hope to do, regardless of how unhappy you are with something they have done, their staff will assure you that they are "positive" you will end up falling madly in love with their choices. 

Hence, my gradual moving over to the other, just as insincere choice, gmail.

Sad, was nice to have had an actual choice in the past, whihc we have clearly lost.